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Day 0 of trying to fix my life - 18/07/2024

 I will make it short by putting the points in bullets.


  • First, I started by stopping my addictions, Deleted my game and insta account.
  • Second, fight my addictions. My main addiction include, overthinking, porn and short attention span. Predominantly, these are bad habits that I sowed years ago and now I am getting returns in form of unhappiness, procrastination and suicidal thoughts
  • Third, Form a system. The idle mind is a devil's workshop. Always keep doing something or the other until you fixate yourself on one thing.

That's today's update. Will update future updates soon.

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