This is probably the list of all of my confessions so far. I am 23 now and I am not a saint, I am not a monster either. All I want in life is not global peace or peace within my family, but at least peace within myself, which has been quite the hassle because I chose people to walk over me. I keep remembering back to that one incident that happened in the 8th grade where I tried to end myself because my parents didn't take me with them, now that I think about it, it sounds stupid but it did have a deep impact revealing my insecurity that I might not have realized at that point which is to belong with someone. No matter how bad/good, high/low the ability to be with some group and not be alone has led me to compromise myself and act fake, even degrading my own self-esteem to be the joke of attention in my high school. I am a topper and tho you might say academics matter, I was pretty good with English and stuff, even winning the one and only prize in interschool competitions. In coll...
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